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Growing Up EP

by Atticus Hicks

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1.
Growing Up 04:26
No one ever told me that growing up meant racing to the middle from the top. And a life well lived is just a life that's lived without trying to be something that you're not. And maybe it's cause we don't talk about it, but I miss when I was fun. I wanna do more things because I care about them. I wanna tell more people that I care about them. And from this side thirty looks a lot less like dying than it did when I was eighteen. And I can't help but thinking I was overrated by that stupid high school scene. And maybe it's cause we don't talk about it, but it feels like not much changed. I still drink too much on the weekends. And I'm still bad at keeping up with my friends. I always figured the girl of my dreams would more than likely just be a girl in my dreams. Cause I'm no Casanova and I can't quite get over this social anxiety. And maybe it's cause we don't talk about it, but I was scared that you'd pick him. But you loved me even though I was broken. Now I'm dreaming with both eyes open. It's funny how a something like a Thursday morning can rip your world in two. The silence where a heartbeat was supposed to be filled up that little room. And maybe it's cause we don't talk about it, but that's a special kind of alone Sitting with you in a dark room. But the light shines brighter in a dark room. There's a lot to be said for these second chances, I guess miracles don't come free. And when I look in his eyes when he's looking at me you know I can barely breathe. And maybe it's cause we don't talk about it, but I'm so scared he'll be like me. Cause I can see myself in my son's face. But then I see God smile in my son's face.
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I was a southern boy I had a bad tattoo and I drank too much She was from Illinois And she liked me anyway I was stupid kid I had a punk rock band and a bleeding heart Thought I knew everything And she showed me I was wrong We spent Saturday night on the hood of my car Talkin' 'bout Jesus and the president Just breathin' in Each other's air And I said, get away from me Cause it's a long way down to nowhere And I'm going there fast And she said, leave that up to me Cause if you're going nowhere fast I wanna go too And this is, the closest thing to heaven I'll ever know She moved to Tennessee But she carried my heart in her little hand. I tried to make ends meet Workin' that dead end job. We spent Saturday night on the telephone Talkin bout forever and next month’s rent Just breathin in Each other's air And I said, get away from me Cause it's a long way down to nowhere And I'm going there fast And she said, leave that up to me Cause if you're going nowhere fast I wanna go too And this is, the closest thing to heaven I'll ever know And I said, get away from me Cause it's a long way down to nowhere And I'm going there fast And she said, leave that up to me Cause if you're going nowhere fast I wanna go too And I said show me what you see, Cause the man you think you’re looking at is the man I wanna be And she said, you can’t get away from me Cause when i said forever, forever’s what I mean And this is, the closest thing to heaven I'll ever know
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On The Run 03:42
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Staring out at the coastline tonight My soul restless as the sea And the wind and the waves never could wash away All the brokenness inside of me And the sun in the sky is my pride and the hole in my heart is the moon And the sun gives it light in the dark of the night But in daytime she hides it from view. We drink toasts to broken hearts And toasts to ghosts in the dark We remember their names but they're gone just the same Though they linger like second hand smoke. And this bottle is empty again Like the promise of warmth in the rain. Like a mirror or hourglass shows how the time has passed, Life shows we end up the same. Bury me far from my youth In a field sown with memories and time Let me lay down my troubles like rocks in the rubble Of the ruins the years have made blind Let the fire I felt when I lived Be the light that burns bright when I’m gone Let the ones that I love hear this song from above And know that I’m singin along.

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released October 19, 2017

All songs written, performed, and recorded by Atticus Hicks

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